A Mother's Love

I can't help wondering what's going on in your little head.

You do so well here, it's all that can be said.

They tell me there you cry and cry.
They tell me they just don't know why.

I think you must wonder, "Where did my mommy go?"
I am so sorry dear baby. I never left you and that you must know.

One sad day you were gone in an instant.
My aching heart is so persistent.

Maybe I'm being selfish by staying in your life.
It was not my intention to cause your lil soul any strife.

I think it's time to pull away and let life takes it's course.
I pray to God I don't regret this and end up living with remorse.

This is what a mother's love is all about.
To the end dear child, to you I will be devout.

My aching heart worries for you as any mother's would.
For I'm a good mom, and worry I should.

Just please know my little A with eyes so blue,
There will always be a space in my heart and home just for you.